Quit Pushing Me

I am getting ready to go to the gym.  I do not feel like working out, I cannot stand to see the same people every day.  I pick different times every day but the same people always show up when I do. It drives me insane.  Why can't they just stay home?  That would be asking too much.The truth is, I want those people in my gym to be healthy.  I want everyone to be healthy.   

When I was in Florida last week, I was so pissed off that I had missed working legs for 2 weeks that I punished my lower body with a workout worthy of Ronnie Coleman.  I could not walk this past week.  Do as I say, not as I do.  I dragged my body into Manhattan to do some Christmas shopping and get into the festivities.  People are constantly debating whether New Yorkers are the rudest people in the world.  I go back and forth myself.  On this particular New York experience, I felt like I was back in Berlin.  I got smashed into so many times that I almost reverted to my old uncontrolled pre-therapy self and seriously contemplated going Brooklyn and hurting a few people.  I practiced my breathing techniques (which sometimes work) and behaved.

I am a workout freak since I am 15 years old.  I have not been to the gym since last Wednesday.  My freak is starting to come out.....I am going right now.  Bye.

Comments

[tony]

keep up the fantastic work. love your site. i can truly relate to your experience.i try and just grin and use my imagination to make them tolerable.once again keep on keeping on.

[Lori Victoria Braun]

Thank you Tony. I will keep trying. I promise you!
Lori